I’m trying so hard 😢😢

I’m trying so hard to not bed share with my 5 week old baby. Like so hard. I put her in her bassinet about 10 times every night only for her to wake up 30 minutes later. I’ll get 15-45 minutes of sleep at a time ending with a total of 2-4 hours per night. I’m getting so frustrated, with my first child I bed shared and got plenty of sleep and was so much happier. This time I’m trying to be safe and get her in her bassinet with no success, I’m swaddling, I’m warning her bassinet before I put her down, I do the 5 S’s, I have tried everything and this baby just doesn’t want to sleep! She’s so damn hard to put down that she is missing out on a lot of sleep! She’s overtired because she hates sleeping in her bassinet therefore she’s missing about 3-4 hours of sleep newborns should be getting. I’m really starting to consider bedsharing with her.