Husband and sex toy!

My husband had thrown a fit all because I had got myself a $7 vibrator. We have been married 2 years and my husband is not even interested in sex. I’ll hint it to him or ask him for it and he’ll say yes and then change his fucking mind. I’m getting sexually aggravated. I’ve tried wearing something sexy and everything and NOTHING PHASES him. I use my toy! It’s better than cheating and he thinks it’s just like cheating! I need to take of the edge too. He makes me feel so gross about myself and the only time he actually wants sex is when we are trying to have a baby and I have ttc on hold because I just don’t want a baby yet. He told me is very pissed now. I’m like whatever grow up man. I’m 23 and I’m very active and he is 30... he had all kinds of sex with his ex wife but he won’t even touch me? I’m aggravated because he is against me having a toy!