What would you do?

Long story short, I’m 16 weeks pregnant with Crohn’s disease. I haven’t had a flare in years but am currently dealing with one that put me in the hospital for 11 days. I finally was released on Tuesday but started feeling really bad again yesterday. I can’t eat or drink without being in pain and every time I use the bathroom there’s blood.

I’m terrified to go back because I was away from my 16 month old and husband for so long and I can tell me being sick and not being able to help with our daughter as well is really wearing on him. He is so exhausted 😭 and I’m afraid he’ll hate me if I go back. I don’t know what to do ☹️