Single again.

At first I thought all would be well but it’s been months since I had to end a relationship with my ex. My family loves gossip so I never share my actual feelings with them, I fell out with my best friend over something stupid. every month just before my period, my homones flare up and I feel so depressed, sometimes even have suicidal dreams. I have a bubbly personality so I have lots of friends and could easily have a good time with them, but even when I do, deep down I still feel alone and a little depressed and manage to put on a happy face to keep up

Appearances anyway. Has anyone gone through something similar? I need help

Fighting these dark thoughts please.