Need Advice & don’t know where else to post.

First off I want to say I don’t mean to offend anyone by my post. I apologize in advance if it’s a trigger.

My husband and I have been together for 7 years married for 1. We’ve tried to get pregnant for 5-6 years. I went through fertility treatment

IUI

&

IVF

. He supported me physically but not financially. I paid for everything. Earlier this year we had a miscarriage and I was done with our relationship then. But because I put some much into trying financially and on my body I decided to transfer the one last time that we could. I’m currently pregnant now. And sometimes I feel like I don’t want the baby no more. It’s like now that’s it’s finally hear I don’t want it and I don’t want to be with him. I have to told him this but I think he thinks I’m playing even as serious as I am. His parents annoy the hell out of me. I just feel like if we were to split their would be no co-parenting because he is immature and him and his parents would automatically try to get full custody of my child.

I don’t want to be with him nomore because he isn’t financially responsible. I’m tired of always having to cover the bills when he doesn’t have it. He smokes weed constantly and that’s where his money goes. And he’s just lazy. I’m just so lost and sad 😢