Completely panicked

I’m so excited to meet our sweet babe but I am starting to become completely panicked. Panicked I’m going to be overwhelmed, panicked about how it will change my relationship with my husband, everything to be worried about-I am. We prayed for this baby for so long and I feel so disconnected from it, and I hate that! I have anxiety and depression and I’m not sure if that’s creeping in with my change in hormones to make me feel this way but I’m praying for a change in my heart and for the moment my baby is placed on me to be forever changed, in the best way. Please, no judgement, I’m truly just confused by why I feel this way and am hoping I’m not the only one.