I fucking hate pcos 🤬

I have gotten my period 3 times in the past 17 months.

The other day I was having ALL the signs I get when I am about to get my period..... my pee smelled like iron (normal for me a few days before my period), I was having awful cramps, and I was extremely emotional..... like I started crying at Panera bread while eating dinner because my boyfriend disagreed with me about the price of a coffee maker

And yet, no period 😭😭

And what makes this even harder is my mom doesn’t understand anything I’m going through which would be fine, however, she tells me I’m lying about it too

For example, I had a conversation with her because I was really sad because my gynecologist had a hard talk with me and told me after examining my blood work that I’m (as of right now) considered not fertile and will most likely have to have help getting pregnant.

When I told my mom this she told me that that isn’t true (she didn’t even go to my doctors appointment) and basically told me I was over reacting. I told her that my gynecologist told me that I’m not ovulating and that if I want to get pregnant I need to start treatments within the next few years because if I wait too long I will have close to no chance. And she does “well good thing you’re not trying right now cause you don’t need to ruin your life like that”

Grrrrrrrr im so frustrated 🤬😭😭😭😭