Postpartum Depression

It's back. I can feel myself slipping away again. I don't know why. I feel so guilty. All. The. Time.

My husband and I fight constantly. I'm begging for more help. I'm drowning and I'm so overwhelmed. My husband doesn't see the changes. In fact, no one does. My husband doesn't compliment me. But honestly, I wouldn't either. Instead I'm "pathetic."

I have no one to talk to. I've tried making friends on the app, but I'm often ignored. But that isn't anyone's fault. I've never been able to make friends.

I'm so desperate for approval and praise, I look for validation from complete strangers on the internet. But I'm leaving the app. Don't worry, I'm not a popular person.

I can't bring myself to ask for help. But how do you ask for help when you truly have no one?

My goal is just to make it to my child's first birthday.