Counting down the days

Anyone else anxiously counting down the days till you hit that 2nd trimester mark?! After after a miscarriage last year I have been SO anxious this time around. Like checking every time I wipe, noticing each little twinge, freaking out when I feel any sort of discharge and rushing to the bathroom to check. I’m 12w4d right now and hoping once I hit that 2nd trimester I chill a little bit, and I can’t wait to finally start showing. Decided not to announce early this time, only close close friends and family know....just praying this little bean keeps sticking so I can meet him/her in August! I’m sure I’m not the only one feelin this!