Venting!!!

I just need to vent, and I feel like y’all are the only ones who understand how I could possibly feel.

I understand that motherhood is beautiful and EVERYONE deserves that and I wish everyone could experience it.... BUT when everyone around you is having babies and are so careless, or it isn’t what they want right now, or are angry, or are doing it for the wrong reasons ALL SEEM TO be able to do it so EASILY. And I know it shouldn’t break my heart and I should be so happy for all my friends but sometimes it’s so hard and I feel so guilty... because I know it’s something I wish I could have SO BAD and sometimes I feel like I deserve it more or just deserve it in general and it makes me feel like such a bad person. I’m so angry, and sad, and torn, and guilty.... 💔💔💔

I can’t be the only one.