I want to punch something or maybe someone

Just need to vent.

Been TTC for what it feels like for forever. So, I’m at the clinic with my lil one and I come to find out that my PCP is pregnant.

Fuck me!! I want to scream. Kick. And cry.

Not that I’m happy but it just feels like everyone around me is getting their BFP and I’m just buying pads month fate month.