broken up with 🙃

it’s been a bit hard the last 6 months since he joined the service. (but were totally perfect for a year and a half before that). we even looked at engagement rings two weeks ago. then i get the call that he just can’t make it work (he’s in the navy and i’m back home), but he loves me, he doesn’t WANT to break up but feels like he HAS to bc it’s what’s best for him and apparently me too, and we’re breaking up. not to contact him for a bit till he graduates his current schooling (little over a week). i’m absolutely devastated. two weeks ago when he was home we were looking at rings, basically planning out our wedding and now.. this. and i don’t know if we’ll end up together or not 🤷🏼‍♀️ but i can’t continue to let him hurt me like this. i don’t know what i feel. depressed, lost, angry, confused. tired, mostly. i love this man with all my heart. just needed to vent, i guess, so thanks for reading if you made it this far.