🗣He doesn’t have a penis 😭

I was having the worse luck with dating until I met my man. He’s literally everything I prayed for in a mate. He was ok with me not wanting to have sex. We didn’t even talk about sex until I was ready. I was on this whole spiritual cleanse thing but now I’m ready to have sex. So I mentioned it to him and he got real sad and said he had to tell me something but didn’t know how to say it. He goes on to tell me he was in an accident when he was younger that left him without a penis. 🤯🤯🤯🤯So of course I’ve asked several questions. One of them being so there’s nothing there?? He shows me this scar where it use to be. Apparently he has sperm put up for when he wants to have a kid but Idk how to take all of this. Here I am freeing myself from past sexual soul ties on this spiritual cleansing and boom..... this? How would you take this?!