is this normal ?🥺

I've been with my boyfriend for a little over 8 months now... I admit that I did fall pretty fast for my baby. he's my bestest friend in the world...

in my past, I was in a very abusive relationship for almost two years. he hurt me mentally and sexually. my current boyfriend (hopefully future husband😌) is the first man I've felt this safe and comfortable with.

after we finally made love it's like. my love and attachment to him has grown an insane amount

my question is, I feel this crazy urge to always be with him and I feel super super clingy and it just feels like my heart will explode if I fall even more for him because it cant contain all the love.. how do I control my emotions as far as constantly wanting to be with him and hug him and just touch him in general (non sexual way).. he's an affectionate person also but I feel like I do too much sometimes and I dont wanna get on his nerves