I feel square ☹️😔

I’m not even going to lie I was a chubby girl before getting pregnant. But after my first born I gained weight like crazy and it just never really stopped. I just feel really self conscious about myself lately and now that my bump is starting to appear I’m feeling really square. I’ve never felt like this about a baby bump before. My boys sat differently than this one. I find out next Monday what I’m having hopefully so 🤞🏻 but I just feel really ugly/fat.