I know I keep uploading stuff about my dad but this is my only outlet.

He’s just a monster and horrible. I cannot wait until move out.

I have about 8,000 saved right now for a house. I’m saving everything I possibly can.

My goal would be to move in with my boyfriend and be with him. In a happy home. One where he treats me with respect and love. Where there is laughter and talking and FUN. That is my only goal in this whole entire life.

Yes my dad is great at times. But I want a full on parent who is great ALL the time. Who doesn’t hit you, or call you names, or make you feel ashamed.

I want to be a great parent to my kids ALL the time. Even if I’m stressed or upset.

My dad is the worst. Does he even love my mom? Does he even love me??