Not attached

I’m 25 weeks and I’m still not really attached.

Like I get excited when we look/buy baby things but sometimes I forget I’m pregnant or don’t really think about it being real.

With my first pregnancy I wasn’t like this. I was so pumped.

This time I’m kinda like “oh yeah.. I guess we are having a baby..”

We had a loss last year at 14 weeks, so i dont know if that’s causing me to be like “there’s no way this is real.” I dont know. Anyone feel this way?