So last night my boyfriend and I went mini golfing with 2 of his coworkers. One a girl, and her boyfriend. I didn’t want to go, but my boyfriend insisted, saying it would be a fun time. It was a 43 minute drive to the mini golf corse another town away, over a toll booth. The entire ride he was silent. I asked him why he wants us to get along so bad, and he was silent for a second and said “I don’t know, I just want everyone in my life to get along I guess.” With that I said, “Well I don’t like her, and I’ll never like her, so why are you trying SO HARD to get me to like her?” I haven’t liked her for 4 months. She’s flirty with him, and I don’t fucking like her. I’ve told him so many times I don’t like her. It’s like he doesn’t care. He doesn’t listen. It doesn’t process (So we can drive 43 minuets and pay a toll booth to go mini golfing for 2 hours with her, but he refuses to drive 3” minuets and hop on a ferry so we can go to this cat cafe I’ve been wanting to go to for 3 years? Funny how he prioritizes things).

So there we were, all playing mini golf, and she’s constantly looking at him. Barley looking at HER boyfriend. It’s my like boyfriend was trying so hard to act normal and lovey toward me; I wasn’t buying any of it. She gets a hole in one and gets excited. Guess who she looks at first when she gets the hole in one? MY BOYFRIEND. Guess who she never looks at? HER BOYFRIEND. At the end of the night she gives him this little hug and offers me one. I’m too awkward of a person, so I just hugged her.

Call me crazy all you want, but I’ve had it with this bitch, and I’m beyond reasoning. If my boyfriend is cheating on me, I just want to fucking know already. This has been going on for too long, and I’m fucking tired of it.