So I'm 2 days away from my due date my contractions aren't regular enough but I'm 4 cm dilated... I've gone into labor and delivery twice within the last 24 hours as recommended by doctors but I just can't shake the feeling of disappointment because I feel like I should be holding my daughter and staying up all night with her because that's how ready I am. If anybody has any tips to help me dilate more or any advice for contractions let me know. Currently I've just been sippin on raspberry leaf tea and bouncing on an exercise ball I'm just trying to keep my mind off not having my baby yet