It’s been a little over a month. He came into the gym while I was working. He made convo. Said he was sorry he was a dick in the end (broke up with me to sleep w other girls and cuz I didn’t put out. We only dated a month)

We caught up on everything. He said he wasn’t expecting to be sad and still be a little sad.

Said he missed my voice. And that its not like he doesn’t still think ab me.

He offered I play a little basketball w him cuz I wasn’t doing anything but I said no.

He said it was weird talking everyday to not at al, l even when I said I wanted to stay friends.

He still has the stuffed animal and the stuff I bought him. He asked ab guys I was seeing.

I know he’s still not ready for a relationship and Ik I’d never get back with him. But I was shaking the whole time. I miss talking to him.

This was both our first relationship but it’s just sucking still and this didn’t help me with the moving on process