Feel like sharing my sexuality story right now🤷🏼‍♀️

Basically, in 7th grade, I met my best friend, we’ll call her El. We get along so well and I love the relationship we have!

Now, after hearing someone say we’d be a cute couple (this was a comment from a chick who was strong about LGBTQ+ and would push it around everywhere). We of course objected the idea and yeah, that was that.

But, after a month, I realized that whenever I thought about the future, I saw El as a romantic type partner. I decided I had a crush on her. It was nice and everything, but thinking about it now, I feel like it wasn’t even a crush, just thoughts being pushed into my head.

Came out to my mom as Bi, I hoped she would understand. She acted like she didn’t care that much, but I knew she was upset, since we’re very religious.

Now, there was a moment when I asked El, “In ANY universe, any lifetime, would you want to be with me?” To which she answered, “No, not really” which y’know, was great to hear (not really) and that’s when I stopped crushing on her. However, the Summer after 7th grade going into 8th grade, she started calling me pet names. We would flirt a lot. School started.

I was now an 8th grader, and I currently still am. I had only 1 class with El, which was Social Studies, but I had lunch with her and we walked in the halls together.

In my Spanish class, I heard girls talking about their “girlfriends”. I decided I was going to call El my girlfriend. That day we were walking at dismissal with our arms connected. I said “you are now my girlfriend”. She giggled and said “ok”.

This happened in like September or August I can’t remember. Anyway, when November came around, I realized how jealous I got when she was with other people. That’s how I realized “crap, I might like El again!!!”

Time went by and I realized “oh....well then I guess I actually do have a crush on El...oki!”. I proposed to El with a ring pop and she said yes. We’re now “wives” with like 11 “children”. December went by, and then came January. We flirted LOTS AND LOTS in December and this month was also extremely eventful. We flirted more and more. Lots of dirty jokes and pet names.

I’ll say, I love the relationship I have with El. I am so happy to have her in my life. Sure, she doesn’t like me and is completely straight, and yeah I guess I’m being “led on”, but, I like it, and it won’t stop. This is my gay life everyone, hope you somewhat enjoyed lol.