when i had my son we spent the entire 9 months looking at boy names. didn’t bother with the girl names.

last year when i found out i was pregnant i was beyond excited and my mind took me right into boy names without a second thought or glance towards the girl names. sadly it ended in a miscarriage.

i am almost 16 weeks pregnant and when i found out i was terrified but this time my mind took me right to girl names. boy names all of a sudden seemed so uninteresting and i want nothing to do with them. i just have this weird feeling it’s a girl. my friend even said she has a gut feeling i’m having a girl and she’s having a boy as were 2 weeks apart.

i have a private scan on the 14th of february and i’ve had the same dream about 5 times now where she asks if i want to k ow the gender of the baby. i get upset and say i already know it’s a boy (my boyfriends family is like 95% men and i’ve accepted my horrible fate 😂)

and she turns the screen around and says no it’s a girl. i’m not sure if that means anything. i’ve already set myself to be disappointment if it does come back a boy as this is my last one so it would be nice to have one of each but it also feels like i’m lying to myself ..