I honestly have to start taking care of myself like I keep saying ima get skinny etc etc but I do something one day and don’t stick to it like wtf sometimes I’m like so feed up with myself honestly I think I deserve good things for my physical and mental health and I be slacking off on myself no good honestly I’m 20 years old and I feel like this is the age where I should be taking real care of myself like I wanna feel and be confident because honestly my self esteem is so low and my mindset is somewhat negative and positive but here’s the bad thing tho I lazy to do anything to actually change the way I am it’s all bad like ugh 😩 my lifestyle honestly sucks, I wanna be a better me honestly like I hate my negativity and all the bad stuff like how can one stick to what they really want although there mindset is bad ?

To me I think sometimes I’m ugly, fat and just eww and my bf tells me all the time I’m not but ugh how does one change

Another thing people’s negative opinion about me impacts me a lot I’m trying to change that honestly it’s really hard tho I be depressed half the time

I home don’t know I just feel like everyone should feel confident and beautiful no matter what