All I want to do is cry.

I’m so sick and tired of dealing with the same shit day in and day out. 35 weeks Pregnant with baby #2. I can’t sleep, can’t walk without feeling like she’s pushing down, I clean, cook & do everything around the house. Take and pick my son up from school. Today, I cleaned for 5 hours, and scrubbed on my hands and knees, like the whole 9 yards.

I call my fiancé because he took forever to get home and all I want is to eat & relax. He screamed at me telling me he has to work late because I’m too much of a lazy bitch to work.

I’m so tired of hearing this shit every day. It’s really annoying and hurtful especially because I cleaned cook and do all I can for his ass every day. I always make sure our son is taken care of, i have his location on my phone & checked it today because he was so late. Found out he was at someone’s house & he was buying weed. Called and asked who’s house he was at and he FLIPPED shit on me telling me he smokes because I bitch so much. Which is whatever at this point. He told me a week ago he needed to quit because he’s been spending so much on it. Well I brought that up & he continued to blame me.

I’m just so over this. He texted me on his way home saying “need help packing? cause you need to get the fuck out of my house and leave me alone” which I ignored because I don’t have the energy to argue anymore.

I just can’t believe the way I’m getting treated. I get called a lazy bitch on a weekly basis because I can’t work. I clean until I can’t walk, stand or breathe.

I know this post is all over the place but I needed to vent & if I tell anyone I know the problems we’re having they automatically go to him and tell him & I get yelled at more. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m 4 weeks away from my due date & just can’t take this shit anymore.