i’m sorry. TW//CUTTING

fuck. i’m such a fuckup. telling people about my problems when they didn’t and never will ask abt them. i say sorry to much. i feel so worthless. i feel so ugly. why is my forehead so big? why is my chest so small? why does my stomach look like that? why is there no fat on my legs? why am i underweight? why are my lips so small? why are my teeth so yellow? why are my hands so skinny? why do people tell me i have NO reason to be insecure just because i’m skinny? i don’t tell you to not be insecure bc your chest is big. i never get anything done anymore. dad is working his ass off trying to help me. i’m lying to him, my therapist, my mom, my stepmom, my bsf... everybody. what the fuck is wrong with me.. should i start cutting again? how do i bring this up to my therapist? help..