I am torn down ...

Mentally physically emotionally & guess what ? I’m 35+3 weeks pregnant pregnant. But these aren’t pregnancy hormones speaking, this is a tired faithful woman who has let a man take the nice and Happy right out of her over the whole 9 months . Really over the whole year+ relationship 😩😩 jist so turn down that i can’t seem to be happy about the things that bring me the most joy in life like family , my other two children , my baby shower ( upcoming Feb 8th ) even the birth of my new daughter isn’t feeling like it’s going to be a happy moment because I don’t know what to expect after she’s here . Can’t believe I let a narcissist get me down so low 😪 imnot as strong as I think I am . I guess . I’m really praying God continuously sees me through my frequent troubled days as well as my good days 💓 lord knows I need it rn .

Just please pray for my strength to let go &’let God handle those who don’t deserve me or don’t mean me any good . Thank you ladies