So I moved to a new school and I met this guy me and him are just friends I never really liked him like that but he tried and tried and tried for months to get me to date him so finally I gave him a chance we were just talking and hanging for now but this isn’t the first time I had hung out with him I’d hang out with him with him and his cousin before but one day and I were talking phase me and him decided to hang out alone and It went fine until he decided to hang out again we had to skip seventh. And went to his house we hung out and we started kissing nothing more and then he started to touch me and I told him no I didn’t want to do that not until we were serious because I was serious about him and he kept trying and I said no stop I don’t wanna do anything with you and he said fine he wasn’t gonna do anything but then all of a sudden he’s pulling down my pants and well you know what happens next and I just sit there blink because I didn’t wanna do stuff with him and I told him no and he didn’t listen I just laid there with no emotion upset and angry and sad it felt like I couldn’t move I don’t know what to call this I wouldn’t call it rape because I feel like I put myself in that position but at the same time I never looked at him the same or even spoke to him ever since that and my boyfriend now at this time it seems like he doesn’t consider it like that he doesn’t even believe me that I said no 😔