back story ;

My husband & i have been married for a while. We have a 10 month old baby boy & he has two other kids. One is 6 & the other one is 4. His 6 year old & my our son were born here, in the US. His 4 year old wasn't. He & his children's mother seperated when she was still pregnant. She ended up leaving to mexico, thats why his 4 year old was born there. Anywho. His 4 y/o does not have his last name, because the mother of his children wouldn't let him see them. He literally just met his 4 Y/o today ( Mother's bad decision!!!!!)

My husband left Saturday Morning at 5 am.

He got to Mexico at 2 pm.

It was his youngest brother's birthday so you know, i packed him some clothes so he could have fun. Enjoy time with his family & his two kid. ( i can not go to Mexico because i have a case open , i filed for a U Visa. It's pending) I decided hey! I'm not even going to bother him , i'm going to give him his space & let him enjoy his kids with out me bothering. So around 9 pm he texts me & tell me the Mexican police stopped him & wanted to take the truck away , he gave them $100 Dollars each & they let him go.

I got pissed off because he told me he had not been at his brother's. He had been at his friends. he still had not seen his kids. So i was like " I gave you the trust to go see your kids, spend time with them, instead you're telling me you haven't even seen them, haven't even gone to your mother's house & have been at your friends house this whole time ". i just told him to do what ever he wanted, just how he always does. He did not reply. All night. No calls, NOTHING. this after noon around 1pm he calls me & tells me they stayed up ( with his fam) until the AM drinking. i Feel in My GUT he did something. maybe cheated ? Even though he never has. We talked otp & i just felt him so distant... i'm so mad at the fact that he feels so free in Mexico , he does what ever he feels like. but if it was the other way around & i was in his shoes doing what he does, he'd be boiling!

After our last talk today, i have not called him. i have not messaged him ( even though i'm dying to) . i'm giving MYSELF space because i don't want to go off.. I'm just super mad at him.