Help me!

Nikki

I am going crazy 😲 Ok so quick back story. After a long drawn out miscarriage I finally had a D&C on the 7th of Jan at 10wks 4days. My husband and I did not wait long after to have sex very long as we hadnt had for almost 3 months! So we did the 15 & 16th then again the 18, 21, 23, 26, 28, 30, 1st....I havent tracked ovulation but I did follow my hcg to 0 and if you start your cylce like Ive heard the day of D&C then id be exactly 4 wks today. I took a test 2 days ago bfn then one today and I swear I see the faintest of lines on a dollar store test....not even picture worthy 😕 Can it be a possiblity or my imagination?

I dont feel like af is coming and I have lots of little cramping/pulling feelings, tons of gooey cm, cervix high and soft, bloating and some nausea (but could be from prenatals I started again this wk). I just dont feel super pregnant but not like im not either 🙄 ugh! Idk what to think. Im so unsure about everything and scared 😢 I just want my rainbow now! Weve been trying for years and just like all of you im sick of the unknown 🙁