How do you move on?

Eva

It’s been since October that my bf and me have been on our down, he asked for a break... I didn’t take that lightly it hurt like a muthafukka still hurts!! He says he messed it up by splitting us up and I messed it up by running my mouth. His rejection I’ve taken it personal Bc I never did that to him, so I started talking to other guys and he went into my fb and saw it, now he’s mad Bc seems like I’m showing another men interest entertaining them, Bc I had asked him that if he found someone to let me know Bc I didn’t want to be played like that. I do feel bad Bc I have another person the day and time and it’s a sorry of an excuse but I feel like he pushed me to it, now everything just became worst I know he’s doing him he claims he’s not but deep down I knew Bc he blocked me from all social media and I found out he was talking to an ex. 💔😢 I love him and I can’t move on Bc even talking to other people that attention was never there like it was for him. Idk what to do any more... any thoughts?