Pregnancy depression?

Anyone finally get pregnant after a long road of infertility/trying and then just been depressed?😭 I’ve been so sick these past 9 weeks and it’s been odd to think about sharing my body with another being and I just feel alone and sad. NOT something I expected to feel AT ALL... I’m so thankful to finally be pregnant, don’t get me wrong. It’s not that... I just don’t know 😭😭😭 I plan to talk to my OB about this soon.... I guess it’s just all the hormones 😭