Hi there,

I don't know where to start..

I took a pregnancy test at the beginning of Jan because I had all the symptoms. Nausea/vomiting, sore breasts, increased sense of smell, etc. The test came back positive! I was elated.. from the date on my last period, the dr said I was about 7 weeks by this time.

I had my first appt when I was supposedly 10 weeks along. When we went to the Obgyn, thw ultrasound didn't show a heartbeat and they measured that I was about 6 weeks along. The Obgyn told me that the baby may have stopped developing OR I ovulated later. I have always been super irregular with my periods my entire life my cycles would range from 12 days to 48 days.. so I get that this may be true..

But I cannot get it out of my head that the baby stopped developing. I can't stop thinking about it and I keep feeling as if I am not pregnant anymore.. I'm not nauseated anymore (started like 3 weeks ago) this morning my breats don't feel tender, and I keep having massive headaches.

I am absolutely terrified. 😔 The Obgyn is having me come back next week to see if we can see the heartbeat but I am having a hard time getting through each day.. I can't sleep and I can't focus on anything else. He said that we HAVE to see the heartbeat by 7 weeks or it is proof that baby stopped developing.

Waiting is killing me and I believe that baby has stopped.. I'm trying not to stress but it's eating at my heart. I don't know what to do.