I found out I was pregnant VERY early - at 3 weeks. At that blood test my hcg was 83. At week 5 I started having some bleeding (not enough to fill a pad, some cramps nothing crazy) and some fairly large clots. I went to get an ultrasound and doc said everything looks normal but too early to see bean. I just took another blood test yesterday 5 + 2 and my level was 36. Am I being too pessimistic or is everyone else just too unrealistic about this? I feel like I’m going crazy because I can’t mourn but I don’t want to be excited either.