So a few days ago I posted about some brown spotting and that I was late for my visit from auntie flow. Went to the doctors. Still waiting on blood work but couldn’t help but take a test myself! I lost a baby 4 years ago at 17 weeks gestational. It was a very very tough loss for me I never thought I was going to be able to Get pregnant or being a mom ever again. Now I sit here in the parking lot of a Wendy’s while my future baby daddy is working down the street. I’m So happy and so excited yet so scared confused and lost. My life is spent anything short of easy and my family is not in my life as I wish they were. I have no one right now besides my boyfriend and we’re on the outs he almost doesn’t think it’s his kid, I dont really know what I’m asking here but I need prayers and support.