Ladies I need to vent

Stephanie

So I have twin girls. I am a teacher so I’m gone most of the day. My husband is working on his degree so he’s home with the girls. Well I’m just a little upset because my girls are bonding to him more and one won’t even say mama. (Yes she knows how to say it) she just says dada all the time and even if I am the one taking care of her, she will still cry for dada and it breaks my heart every time because I feel like a failure as a mom. I just want to cry myself to sleep because I just want her to want me a little. She gets excited when I come home but after 5 minutes she doesn’t want me anymore. I know I sound stupid it’s just I’ve lost 6 babies and I just want to feel like Im a good momma bc I couldn’t protect my other babies.