I sound ungrateful..

Just before I found out I was pregnant I starting my diet, I was more determined than ever to shift the extra weight and get myself back to a size I’m happy with. I’m now 8 weeks pregnant and although over the moon with it, it really gets me down that I can no longer diet. I keep getting this horrible sinking feelings whenever I think about the fact that after I’ve had my beautiful bundle of joy I’ll look even worse, and I’ll have to wait even longer to find new motivation and start again. I know it sounds stupid but I just needed to get it off my chest. I want to feel comfortable in my body. I think the feeling will go once I start to show but for now it’s all that I can think of 😭