I’ve been on the depo shot for 4 years. My mom has refused to let me stop it. I’ll be 20 this year. I’ve decided to call my doctor and tell him what she’s been doing. But I’m getting severe depression lately. Thinking why am I living, wanting to give up, wanting to end my life. And I never had these feelings until my mom put me on this shot. It’s giving me constant headaches that no over the counter pain relievers help, my body hurts all the time, I get severe stomach and back cramps to the point I can’t move or talk, I’m tired all the time, I get random dizzy spells and can’t breathe in the middle of the night I wake up gasping, hot flashes. It’s making me sick and I’m suppose to get my next shot this month but I’m seriously wanting to stop it. I’m getting to the point of I don’t want to live. I don’t want to be alive. I don’t want to feel like this anymore. And it’s tearing me apart.