Quick emotional rant:

Have you ever gotten a gut feeling af is coming??? I tested Three days in a row earlier this week and realized how insane I was for testing so early and making myself sad seeing bfn. My pms symptoms are dwindling away due to af coming tomorrow as usual. I’m officially giving up testing and falling down this rabbit hole of ttc. Mean time I’ll enjoy my little two year old. I’m thankful to at least have one especially since there’s so many women trying to get that first ever BFP! I’m praying for all of us no matter where we are in this journey! This shit is frustrating and sometimes confusing but ladies we got this and this process is truly out of our hands. I hate when people say it’ll happen when it suppose to happen. Uh yeah I know that but it needs to happen now damn it 😂.

Ok emotional pre af rant over!!!