This whole pregnancy has been uncomfortable and not easy from fibroids “dying” kidney stones nausea no weight gain dehydration despite drinking so much water and preterm contractions that has had me in labor and delivery often. I thought I was done with complications but now I cannot even eat small meals/snacks without my stomach turning into a huge ball that puts pressure on the rest of my body and makes me feel so uncomfortable in my own body.

I just cry and cry because I haven’t gained a pound so I have to eat due to further dehydration concerns that lead to the preterm contractions and I just want the cycle to stop. I DON’T want her to come early and face issues but I’m just coming to the realization that I don’t want to be pregnant anymore and I have to be for weeks longer. I feel trapped and my sister just gave birth and didn’t feel this way at all so also feel really judged because I’m not a glowing happy pregnant person. This is my belly that’s too tight and hurts all the time.