Getting a second chance

Please no backlash please! I know we are trash and hypocrites 🙄 So I cheated on my bf about two years ago and he’s willing to forgive me and move forward in our relationship. Ok great. He also cheated on me about two years ago but I find it so hard to forgive him and move on I keep thinking about it and don’t know if I can move on tho I really want to :(