Am I the only one.

So we are out visiting my grandparents and i am 5 weeks pregnant but the bloat is unreal. I just hate the fact that I can’t fit or buy any clothes that fit me it’s like I’m stuck on the plain old black leggings and I have a few maternity jeans but I’m not quite at that point so they just slip down I just get frustrated. Maybe it’s my hormones or whatever and I know I should be extremely grateful that I’m pregnant.