I keep feeling like I’ve ruined my life getting pregnant I feel guilty for feeling like this towards my unborn baby and it’s making it worse I just feel like I don’t even know what I’m doing and not sure I can cope with a child I don’t know if I’m depressed or not I think I might be. I’m scared of having post partum depression and it affecting my baby I’ve always suffered with mental illness and it feels so much worse when your body isn’t your own and you can’t just get abusing it the way you normally would if u felt like this😞4 weeks left until I see my baby and I don’t even feel excited what is wrong with me