Its just been us for the last 6 weeks and I'm not ready to say goodbye to being with you all day. I'm not ready to separate from you for 9 hours a day, I'm not ready for someone to take care of you instead of mommy. Im going to miss your cry, smile, poopy diaper. Most of all im going to miss spending all day with my baby, my actual heart.

I wish I could be a stay at home mom, I'm jealous of the moms who have that luxury.

I've heard it gets easier to do this, but I don't know how.