When I lost my baby I felt so bad I blamed my self for a lost time and at times I still ask my self I wish I had a chance to stop me from losing the love of my life, times I feel all alone. Where are times that I think of my child and losing him or her. Times I remember step by step that fatal day. What helped a lot was having my 3 yr told son with me hugging him all the time day and night.

It’s Hell what we as women go through losing our child it the worst thing that has ever happened to me.

I wish I can have a other chance on having my child come back to me😭 I was doing to be due on April 4,2020 and this sucks to see everyone else with there belly.

Just A few weeks ago my students and co workers called me out on being pregnant told me I looked like a baby was growing in me, I’m not going to lie it made me have hope regardless of what my doctor told me. I even took a test and the positive line of being pregnant got to me so much because my boyfriend and I have not had any sexual activity going on we had hope it would have been a mistake from our doctor. We want our baby so bad we want to have a chance to raise that child we lost we don’t want a other one we need our baby back in our lives.