For years I battled PCOS and beat it, then struggled with CIII HPV and had to have multiple leeps to get rid of it. Since I was a kid being a mom was what I wanted to be when I grew up but came to the realization that It probably was not in my cards.

So when I got pregnant in September of 2016 It shocked us all. Fast forward to january 2019 and found myself pregnant again. Perfect timing as my oldest is almost 2 and feel like a sibling for him would be great. Beautiful healthy full term baby boy. Whom just turned 5 months old.

Things seemed a little off and my body has been trying to tell me something for weeks. When my period didn't start (I've been regular 29 cycle days since baby was 2 months) I tested ..... and I'm pregnant Again! 😱

Dont get me wrong I welcome the thought of another baby, after all being a mom has been the ultimate dream for me. But I dont know if it's the post partum battle that i just got over, pregnancy emotions, the stress of being a working mom, or the fact that I dont feel like I've given my body enough time to recover.

I have so many emotions that I'm swimming in confusion. And because of that I dont feel excited as much as I think I should be.

I guess I'm looking for some positive vibes or advice from others with multiple kiddos in the same age range. How do you do it and still make sure that your available for all of them and keep up on yourself to be available.

I've read so many post from others that struggled with the health things I have.

And i give you as much as my baby dust luck as possible!

Thanks in advance for reading

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