Really hating my body

I want to start by saying I’m so blessed to be able to have children and that I’ve had a healthy pregnancy so far.

But I feel like I’ve gained SO much weight since I was pregnant and I really hate my body. I love my belly bump but everything else disgusts me. I have stretch marks all over my thighs and sides of my stomach and all over my boobs now.

My face has rounded out so much and I hate all of my photos from my shower because I look disgusting with a double chin and love handles.

I’ve convinced myself my husband hates me now and isnt attracted to me anymore when he tells me how beautiful I am all the time.

I was a little chubby when I got pregnant, but I feel like I’ve gained way more weight than I should have and I hate myself for that.

I’m 5’3 and I was around 150lb when I got pregnant. At my last check up at 33 weeks I was 180lbs.

I’m just venting I guess. Any advice is appreciated.