Well by the looks of my blood pressure i might be induced early again.

I’m currently 35 weeks and i had my son at 36 weeks due to preeclampsia and he was of course healthy to go home.

Well i was admitted into the hospital yesterday for being very sick and while i was there, they gave me a steroid shot to help with the baby lungs just in case.

Well I decided to text the child’s father and tell him they’re talking about possibly inducing me but They’re going to talk to my ob/gyn first because i wasn’t at the hospital he do deliveries at.

Well i found out why he hasn’t been talking to me or checking up on us/baby.

He has someone else and honestly deep down inside i knew this because when he disappears for weeks he usually dating someone else.

I feel like he also told his family i lost the baby because no one no longer knows about her.

Being in that hospital alone with no one really got to me because my mother was with my son at home and he’s not allowed into the hospital because of the flu season, so this time all i had was my music and a phone.

And that’s when i decided to give him an update but it’s like once i went to message him on Facebook i noticed he’s just living his life with not a care in the world, i honest regret even texting him first.

It’s like he totally forgot or blocked out the fact he even has a baby otw...

it really hurt me to see that he’s dating someone else and doesn’t even check or talk about his baby girl that was so important to him when we first found out i was pregnant.

I’ve been crying non stop and it hurts to know that he doesn’t care about our daughter and that other women come before her and she’s not even here yet.