I have a doctors appointment in a few hours. I have a induction already for a week from Wednesday. I don’t think I can make it. I’m in constant pain and nothing helps. I can’t sleep. It’s 5:25 and I have to leave in 2 hours for the dr. I can’t sleep at all because of the constant pain. If I do manage to fall asleep it’s from crying so much and I can’t stay asleep longer than 45 minutes. I’m so sad and I don’t have a appetite anymore. I feel my body being hungry but the idea of eating makes me nauseas. I have restless legs and taking over the counter medicine to help me sleep makes it worse. I was prescribed ambien to help while on my bed rest and it wouldn’t make me sleep just hallucinate and I live alone and started injuring myself from being up from the pain, hallucinating. I feel like I’m deteriorating and I cannot go another two days let alone until my induction date.