August Mom 6 months PP just had pap and it’s abnormal

Hey mamas, so last year before I got pregnant with my August baby I had a routine pap and it came back normal, well I’m now 6 months pp and my ob just called telling me my pap came back abnormal and she wants to do a colposcopy, and now I’m freaking out and anxious I can’t really relax at all at the thought I could have cervical cancer, I know I may be taking my thoughts to the next level but all I can think of is that and all I want to do is hold on to my baby and cry 😭, please if any of you have been through this I would like some type of positivity.