BFP or am I just seeing things?

Kaela

We had a loss in late July at 10 wks.

We have had a wild month already, I've taken 4 tests- 3 of which were negative b

ecause they were really early.

To show the month...

2/6 Bf birthday, 2/7 his daughters birthday, 2/8 my dads, 2/9 is mine.

I tested at 3dpo & 5 dpo because I was anxious and lost track of time.

Then at 7dpo with a different brand- still negative.

Today is 8dpo, and this is what I got.

Tell me what you see and be real, even harsh if you have to because I need to bring my head back down before I get excited.

UPDATE;

Was negative. Bummed but still hopeful